A moment of silence after another day with the Warrior Princess

Just wanted to just say thank you all who have subscribed to this page.  The gossip of the Warrior Princess needs to be told.  So that all girls undergoing chemo know that they are still the princess they were meant to be.  That nobody has to fight harder than woman.  Also just in general like I told Isabel today.  You never stop fighting because its not who is stronger, its who has the focus, determination and inner strength to know they will not lose.

From day 1 is wasn't cockiness or arrogance that i knew she would beat it.  It was my utter belief in my daughter the love of my life.  The one that has brought me out of the depth of darkness.  To realize that my calling was to always tell her story.  That everybody needs to realize that children are the strength we all need to lean on.  Because we were once them, and along the way somebody forgot how special we all are.  That's basically what its all about.  Finding your inner strength and voice, and not wavering once you focus in on your mission in life.

I get it now I understand the true meaning of being a parent.  To guide your child to be the best they can be, and enduring the pain in order for them to become far greater than yourself.  Anything less than that is doing them a disservice.   Nobody wants to truly be angry.  We all would love to stay laughing in life.  But its actually quite easy to do, just know that something positive will come if you put enough absolute belief into something your passionate about.

I understand why their have been some of the most successful people in this world that have bi-polar disorder.  Its not that their "crazy" its that when they harness the power that is the mania.  Control the depths of depression, they can surprise just about everybody.  I will be an open book through out all this cause I have always said that, their is nothing in life I regret.  For each event lead me to another, and when I look back and connect the dots.  It lead me to my epiphany that i just want to make the world smile.  One person at a time.  So if you see me walking down the road just smile back.  It will make my day.